Un, i can understand. All i can say right now is expect a long read. Now that ive calmed down, am completely awake, and other stuff, I can openly and clearly explain everything. And so far it doesn't seem to be short.
Why would i? All of my backlash is in my journal... as you can clearly see. And sense when did everything become up to them to decide? You are the admin aren't you?
And i don't see how I spent too much time idling... In 14 days, I spent 154 hours in the chat, 126 active. The idling time was to recharge my batteries, spend time with my family, eat, take a shower, and human necessities. :\ I wasn't given a fair chance to defend myself though.
I know you're not going to "attack" and whatever. As for HikyuuTera, your only chance would be to talk to her. Both of them expected backlash from you on their pages. Not much else I can do.
Well yeah, but you know that I am not a type of person who would go around spamming in other chats. :\ My journal was made in a fit of rage. The thing is HikyuuTera's actions while i was defending myself pissed me off to a new extreme and i did everything in that fit of rage. My journal would have been deleted if it didn't become the most popular journal for the day. Geez, even if I were to go into the chat, it would pop in once in a while. My Junior year is going to be hell. We have a new principal, whw could be a drill sargent, and the strictest teachers are this year and next. Even if i were a helper i couldn't have any time to do anything. Thats why i was really waiting to resign. I wanted to end it as the school year began. August 31st I was going to ask to resign.
And I dont' understand why HikyuuTera and Aioue banned me from their pages, i wouldn't take anything up with them in public.
Fat-Man should of never taken any offense. I came in to settle the confusion and questions of the members and I did do that. I stayed up until 6am instead of going to bed at 3:30am to take care of everyone's questions. I wanted to do the same with Fat-man, but he seemed like he wanted to just leave because I came in.
So, Fat-man, out there if you're listening. I'm sorry for upsetting you, I didn't mean anything by it. Just wanted to talk and answer questions.
As for people suffering and whatever, your journal sums it up anyhow. You put on there your hate for the world, so why not the 5% of suffering
I hope you can finally make an attempt to devote your time to better things, hobbies, and people instead of the chat rooms. Go enjoy yourself. It's still a beautiful world. Just have to step outside (yeah, I have to do that more often too :-p )
you started going off at Fat-Man-5000 out of paranoia. He wanted to go for the night because it was late, but you told him that avoiding the problem wasn't good or something like that.
Also and i can't believe you couldn't tell that the whole makign people suffer thing was 95% joke. :\
Just because I am friends with someone doesn't mean that they are out to destroy the club. Thats just a symptom called paranoia. You should get it checked out.
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Let's not go into a whole discussion about it on my page.
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And i don't see how I spent too much time idling... In 14 days, I spent 154 hours in the chat, 126 active. The idling time was to recharge my batteries, spend time with my family, eat, take a shower, and human necessities. :\ I wasn't given a fair chance to defend myself though.
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And I dont' understand why HikyuuTera and Aioue banned me from their pages, i wouldn't take anything up with them in public.
So, Fat-man, out there if you're listening. I'm sorry for upsetting you, I didn't mean anything by it. Just wanted to talk and answer questions.
As for people suffering and whatever, your journal sums it up anyhow. You put on there your hate for the world, so why not the 5% of suffering
I hope you can finally make an attempt to devote your time to better things, hobbies, and people instead of the chat rooms. Go enjoy yourself. It's still a beautiful world. Just have to step outside (yeah, I have to do that more often too :-p )
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Also and i can't believe you couldn't tell that the whole makign people suffer thing was 95% joke. :\
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Just because I am friends with someone doesn't mean that they are out to destroy the club. Thats just a symptom called paranoia. You should get it checked out.
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